The Days that have been dark.

 

These are the days where we face the reality of death. Day in and out, you hear about death, you see someone dies, you mourn with someone who has lost a loved one. Your mind is basically being conditioned about death on a daily basis. It drains out that strong emotion that you console yourself every other day but it just isn’t enough. Your sleeps get disturb and never something you look forward to, even if you are tired. There is so many uncertainties, there is so many what if. 

Dear Lord, when will all this come to an end? Is this the tribulation that you were talking about? Is this the end of the days? Everyday the thought runs through the mind, will I be strong and courage enough to cross the river? What awaits me? Will you hold my hand in this storm and chaos?

 

Despite these dark days, when I hear your word, when I hear your praise, this heart of mind comes to a state of peace. This gives me the assurance that I can face tomorrow, knowing that you are real, knowing that you are alive and your word is the truth. You have been through every single feeling and emotion that we are going through when you were on the way to the cross. You have gone through the agony that we are facing and certainly has showed the way. Your name gives us Hope, a hope that no one else can give. Thank you for opening our eyes and reminding us that you are a true and living God who has never once failed us and you will certainly not fail us tomorrow, next week or the times that are coming.

 

Hello there buddy..

 I just wanted to post something to keep this page alive. Probably it is a good time to consider writing more contents here. Anyways that all from me for today. 

I fell in love with a Street Girl

In the midst of the tense moment, I needed this break. Caught in between the world of fantasy and reality. At the age where you just need the love and care from someone.

Let me rewind a few months or days. I was constantly being friend-zone and could not find anyone to trust and to really be with. Every girl that was in my life at the time was only in my life for a reason or a benefit which they could rip from me. I kept searching and searching for an answer as to what is wrong and where did I screw up, but there is just no answer to all my question. I also found myself being dumped or only used when the girls were bored or got nothing to do.

I was most hurt when someone I trusted and thought was the most different from others would not end up the same way as other girls treated me. Sorry to say, she was no different as well. When I needed her, she just disappeared using the excuse that she is busy and had to concentrate on her own growth.

All this hurt was kept in me and buried within myself. I had to release it out. On my last day of my vacation, I met someone. She was a beauty queen. She was stunning till it made me star struck. I was exposed and fragile, but she accepted who I was. She giggled at my flaws but did not reject me. She stood there looking at me as if I was her love of her life. I know that she would not be long in my life, but she gave me the hope that someone would want me and could stand together with me and love me till time part us.

I remember how she looked into my eyes and told me that I was not like that other people that she has met before, but I was different and someone she wished to be with. She told me that we could be together. You would probably think by now that I'm a psychopath. Being easily lied and played by her. But no. A week after we parted ways, I asked her a simple question which most people would eventually forget about. To my surprise she still remembers every details of us. Well in my debate, if I didn't seem to  be important to her, she would eventually forget everything we have spoken about but how come she still remembers it ?

I know it is naive for me to use this excuse to fall in love with her. But falling in love is the only way to forget all the hurt that I've been through. Now that we are hundred miles apart, I miss her a lot. I miss the way she touched me, the way she gazed into my eyes, the way she treated me, the way smiled beautifully at me and how she gave me hope again. I would do anything to be with her again, anything to just feel her in my hands again, just holding her tightly and caressing her beautiful body.

If only life and fate would bring us together again. If only there was a solution to every heart break. If only love would means everything. If only pain would be a simple cut which could be cured by a medicated oil. If only love could bring two worlds together without any obstruction. If only, love meant everything.

311 will be remember for my every ups and down. One day, I will be with you again.

The Never Failing Love

It was at 1.35AM when you are fast asleep and the phone ringtone goes on and on again, being awaken by it, you reached out your arm to get it and you see it is your ex. You automatically pick it up because you want to hear her voice and you know that the urge in the heart would not go away if you don't pick it up. The moment you say "HI" the whole new journey starts.

I myself am not sure what is completely wrong with me. I have this thing where I always fall for my ex, however there are so many other guys trying to get her as well. She has fallen in love with a collegemate. A Chinese guy who is also rich and good looking I assume. She has started building new memories with him which is slowly erasing her memories with me. 

Being with her makes me a whole new person. She completes me, however I never complete her instead I have been a complete curse for her. I wish one day she will wake up and realize that the love for her was pure and sincere. Its been a shocking 2 years now that we have move on and I still have butterfly in my tummy whenever I think of her. She still gives me insomnia. People say if you have a dream, chase after it. My problem is that my dream is too far away and I have the least resources to get there. 

This time, I took her to a Thai restaurant, we ate and spoke a lot like how couples did and plan things as if we were going to get married to each another. I could see that joy in her, that happiness and the peace on her face. Her beauty emerges when she looks at you and just smiles endlessly. We then, set down by the river banks to just enjoy the scenery and to experience the moment of just seating comfortably with each another. During that moment, all the hurt just flew away and the only thing that was on my mind was to be thankful of the chance to spend sometime with her once again. 

Yes certainly I will be jealous that another guy can make her happy and will spend his time with her. He has taken over my role, has done it better than me, and has the opportunity of a life time. It is painful to see her leave me again and again. When will God put a stop to this and return her to me completely. If only I could wake up every morning having amnesia and then it would not be that hard to live my life. Waking up everyday and sleeping with the thought that another guy is making your girl happy isn't a nice feeling. It is painful. 

Then again, it is not us that set our own fate. It is God who determines where all this would slowly head towards. Our life is a sailor and God is our vessel. He will be the one protecting us from the choppy sea but it is how we determine the journey to be like. 

"Love, it has been a long time, I miss everything that we had, that secret journey to your house, that secret kisses and hugs along the walkway. I miss holding you in my arms like the pillow you hug every night. Love, please see that I'm in pain. Love, you are my pillar and strength. Without you I am so fragile and vulnerable. My empire without you is an open gate to the enemy."

Love yours truly. 

Where is God ?

Very often I cry myself to sleep. Waking up with the pillow soaked with tears from my eyes and with a huge eye bag in the morning. Even after crying myself to sleep I only get the maximum of 4 hours of sleep per day. Reasons to this tears comes from various reasons such as a bad relationship, broken family, friendships that aren't pure, financial and career wise. I've always dream't of having a perfect life, such as having a relationship with someone who would love me for who I am and would accepts my flaws and annoyingness, a life full with blessings and a life that goes according to plan. However it never felt a little bit like that. I still get cheated by girls who are just interested to fulfill their own needs and friends that use me just for their own benefits. Furthermore it is so hard to get a job with high racism in the country and the high unemployment rate in the country. I want to come out successful in life and would like to be able to be self-supportive and not to rely on my parents.

In the midst of all the issues I very often cry out to God asking him to help me! It says that if we cry out to him, he would listen to our prayers and to answer them. I've been asking for so many things but I've always been disappointed. The only way I know he is listening to my prayers is when I'm praying for others. However when it comes to myself I've never seen him answering my prayers regarding myself. I always find myself being lonely, in hurt, pain, regrets, and sorrow. God if you are listening to my prayers why aren't you answering my prayer? Why aren't you healing my pain? Why is justice not spoken? Why am I found to be in cross-roads? Why am I always being hurt? Why am I not moving in my life? WHERE ARE YOU GOD? In the midst of the storm you said to be still and know that he is God. I've been still for too long! Where are you? I need you to change my life and bring healing to me! I want to feel unconditional love! I want to feel worth! I want to feel heard!

To end this post I would like to share a youtube video...


Laura Story - blessings

A life far away from home, Liverpool.

It's almost three months now that I've been away from my home, Malaysia. I'm a complete stranger and alien in this land called Liverpool. However with the company of my course-mates, it feels a bit much more safer and comfortable. I've traveled thousands of miles to come and study on a short-term based semester. It wasn't an easy choice but somehow God has led me to this very point. He has been my provider throughout all this time and also my protector. The courses over here isn't that easy but with the help of God and my course-mates we pulled through together.  

Liverpool!! An awesome place. People here are great and friendly. You basically can just turn your head and start a conversation and they would just continue and continue speaking to you. It wouldn't be that weird to walk up to any random person and just start a conversation. The best part about liverpool is that everything is so calm and the atmosphere is just so different. The views and the sights from Albert Dock is just magnificent especially during the sun set. The weather over here sucks at times because it would start to rain when the weather seems to be fine and when you have a plan to be outdoor. However it taught us to rely very much on the accurate weather forecast. Unlike in Malaysia, we never really rely on the weather forecast because it always lie to us. So we would normally just use our instinct. 

Liverpool has also gave me the opportunity to try out a lot of new experience which I've always wanted to try back at home. It has come to my knowledge that there is so much more to experience and I should always live my life as if tomorrow isn't coming. Liverpool would always be the fondest memories abroad with my course-mates.   

LOVE

Many of us often fall in love and get attached to the 'other half ' so much so that we tend to become dependent on them and to trust them with all your heart. But what we tend to forget is that, very often we are led into an illusion or concept in which we call it LOVE! It is so beautiful when we are in love, everything seems perfect, nights are more romantic, every angle viewed are like from a romantic scene in which there are positive and comfort music playing as the background. Even the fights between the two love birds are so cute! Everything just seem to be amazing at that moment. They can be seating at a table facing each another without uttering a single word and yet the moment could be said as magical.

LOGICAL?

I would say yes but hold on a minute! That is only for a short period of time. In which maybe most to most 2 years at least. According to many studies done by psychologist and physiologist, it is due to several chemicals that are released in the brains that makes us feel in love and makes everything so beautiful. These chemicals would only last to the max of 2 years and after that the brain would need other stimulus to release those chemicals again. So very often people or couple tend to break up after 2 years of courtship and it is because they say that things have change, there is no more chemistry, the attraction is just not there anymore, and very often they have fallen for another person.  

So then what is LOVE?

Love is just Love! There is no specific answer from my perspective. When a person decides to be in love, they have to decide if they really want the relationship to work out or not and to stick together no matter what happens. Better people will appear but it is about just choosing who you would rather be with and to continue trusting. When you find a perfect love, stick and hang on unto it because a time will come when you will regret letting it go. Not everyone will love you the way that special one would love and give you their everything. Love is rare in nowadays context. Love is very often mistaken or replaced with the intention of having a hidden agenda such a sex, revenged, popularity or wealth. But in a true love relationship, you would not find a single hidden agenda behind it all. It is just so pure and yet sometimes you find it clueless as what the relationship would bring except happiness, joy and peace. Love is when you let go of someone and yet the person would find a thousand of reasons to come back and to be with you (not after going around having other partners and then coming back to you). Love is when a person respects you with everything they have, trust you, show kindness to you and always being there when you need them the most and at the least time. Of course human love might not be perfect because each of us have our very own flaws and do mistakes at times, but it is about accepting them and forgiving the mistakes done with the knowledge that they would not repeat it again. Love at the end of it have to be a mutual feelings and understanding of two souls and the in-depth search of who they are.

Do not take love for granted and do not misuse it because one day when you realize the value of love you would regret it.

Is it to be or not to be?

The ending of the year 2012 and I'm back to blogging about my current situation. As always blogging has been my favourite place to release my pain and hurts. Next week I will be seating for my final exams and it would determine if ever I would be going to Liverpool, England to further my studies. The best part is that I have not started even studying a bit. Many of you'll would be thinking WTH are you thinking??!! Yes I know.. I know..  Well here comes the story... 

So, I have fallen in love with an angel for two years already. Yes it was during Christmas time that I fell in love with her. Two years day by days and I kept falling deeper in love with her. At the beginning we began to become close friend. Thinking of this, a flashback of an event. In the year 2010 dec, when I was shopping to buy my shirt for Christmas and New Year's church service when I so happened to bump into each another in the shopping mall and she choose the shirt I wore for the new year's service. It was one of the best shirts I still have and till today many people compliment me whenever I wear that shirt. Yaiksss.. how i wished she would still be around to follow me to choose the shirts.. alright so back to the story.. We grew closer and BAMMMM!! I found myself in love with her. O.O It was tough through the years.. but one thing about her which makes me want her more and to treasure her the most is, her smile and her constant positiveness. I found her to be very gentle and loving. During that time she treated me very well and she would acknowledge and wasn't afraid of what her friends might think or whatever about me. I was free enough to post on her wall practically anything and we would wait eagerly to chat with each another. 

Now things had taken a 180' degree turn. Although things has changed, I still do not blame her entirely. While loving her, I was rejected a few times and I was humillated too. But I didn't really care about those things and yet I forgave her and still loved her very much. I went to the extend of doing things I didn't know I was capable of doing. Loving her made me try every extend and risking what I could. Such as, walking into her college class while the lecturer was teaching in-front of the class and presented her with a pink rose, bought her a valentine gift which I never did before because for me it was fake but with her it was different, attending a prayer meeting which only her family members were invited and I felt so lost and scared yet i did it out of love to prove it to her and many more which can go on for a long long time. 

Loving her was my everything. Through out my life many people came in, used me and left. Some in-fact came in just to take a look and left, some saw and left, some came in and messed everything and went off. That is why I never trusted many people and I used to play with people till I met my angel. The moment I fell in love with her, I put my guard down with all my defense and told myself that I am not gonna give her up so easily and that I would fight to be with her as long I can. And that decision changed my life and my goals. I did things to make her happy and to please her. Always was there when she needed someone and protected her when I could. Stayed up with her during her exams, motivated her, gave her the inspiration she needed, although sometimes i might have demotivated her. But for all I know, I was there as much when she needed someone. 

Lately she went abroad to study. Approximately 3030km away. Before leaving she told me that things would be different. I told her It would be alright and I will try my best to do everything to keep us together still. But things changed after a month being there. I would stay very close to her by the phone and always keep in touch. But then after a month we grew apart day after day. We used to skyped everyday and talk on the phone everyday but she asked for her time to study and so I gave her. I didn't think that it would get this bad. She started talking about her male classmates to me. Of course naturally as a male I would become jealous but I just ignored it. Then she started treating me like a stranger and making me feel as if I became a burden to her. Still the feelings didn't go away. 

This angel of mine was all I have and the things I went through with her does not give me the courage to let her go. The memories are still fresh in my head. Everytime I see a couple I wished I had her by my side. Just hoped and had faith that she would love me the way I loved her. But I guess it will never happened and I am destined to be like this. I also regret having very bad temper because when I do I kind of hurt people. 

A Picture that calm me down was 

  I really wished to see her again and hug her really tight and not to let her go this time.. I need her now more than anyone but I don't want to hurt neither do I want to be a distraction to her. I'm sorry...  

I shall go...

Words have fallen silent once again. The dark season has once again arrive and what shall I do? Honestly speaking she lie and continue lie-ing. One after another and flirting with other guys. She is trying to make up and cover up story and turning back the topic to me. Why do good and honest guys seriously fall in love with girls who have the attitude of a bitch and slut? Girls if thats what you want then it would be better if you get along with players who will play with your heart and end of the day tear your heart into multiple pieces and give it back to you. I also notice this scenario, players get along with players and i've should have notice this from the earlier part. If that is so I wish that you have a splendid time and that many other guys will come along your life and make you into a complete mess. If you do know that the guy is good then allow him to be good and if you think that your not worth of a good guy then don't get involved.

Hugs

Hugging the person you love the most is one of the most satisfying feeling... It has been rough for the past few days but after a long hug it all comes back to normal. I felt the exact same feeling when i first hug. I don't want to let you go.. I don't think I can ever let you go away from me just like that. Why aren't you feeling the same way i'm feeling towards you? Don't let what a few people words influence and change your happiness. Are you willing to sacrifice it all just to listen to them? I can't take this pain anymore. It is killing me a lot. Why is it that I seem to experience so much of this conflicts in life? All I want is to be with you. That is all.  

End of Chapter 5

Today will be in my memories forever because the chapter 5 of my life has ended. Well to tell you honestly it ended what I almost expected it to happen. Chapter 5 of my life was a very interesting one because there was a lot of mix emotions and new experiences. Things which I never thought I would do but I did it eventually. It hurts me now that I have to move on to the next chapter but eventually we all will have to move on one day sooner or later. Our life is always about moving forward like a stream of water. This chapter of my life was basically about one girl and how I loved her and yet did not receive any from her. Well an unrequited love is very painful and end of the day your heart is all broken into pieces. So far in my life I have never been able to experience real love and I wonder would that ever going to happen to me or am I fated to be like this, when all of my other peers have been in a relationship over and over again. This girl has really made me to make few changes in my life. Even though she has hurt me many times but I will continue to love her but how long can I survive like this? I will miss her greatly. I hope and wish that someday when she falls in love with a guy he will make her happy and always make sure she smiles. Everytime I hear the song below I will think of her and the memories we created together. =)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rtOvBOTyX00&ob=av2e

If LOVE......

Olah gomotaz peepz... If you fall in-love you better prepare to be hurt. You think I'm crazy? Let me tell you the fact!! The truth always sucks but it is true. If love comes between two people take it and enjoy it while the feeling and passion is still there. To all my readers who gets into a one way love, let me tell you something. Your an IDIOT to strive on and wait for her to fall for you because it will never happen, so just move on and find a new girl to love. Girls are so complicated that sometimes they don't know what they even want. They become blind and not able to see that the best is just waiting for them but instead they keep looking where is my prince charming. To my fellow female readers please don't get upset here are some stories for you. Open your eyes when your in a relationship because there are guyz out there who are a total jerk that make use of you and then just dumps you. Just because that happens once don't judge that all guys are like that. It is not true because there are still guys who are genuine and who can really love you for who you are. Wow!! Thats alot to digest so i guess thats all for now. Thanks.... muaxxx!!

The pain that hurts so bad.

David was so excited when he heard that his group of friends was planning to go on a trip to some lake gardens just to take a day off from their hectic daily life. He also thought that maybe he can spent sometime with the person he loves. As days were getting nearer he found out that going for this trip would be a disaster for him because of certain things. He decides not to go because he don't want to get hurt anymore but he ended up going for the trip because he thought he can trust her so much. So the day came.

He was so excited because at first everything was going on well. As time pass.... Things get strange. John came up to Bella and said i've got something to talk to you about. Lately John have been getting much more closer to Bella by telling her all his love-life problem and getting her sympathy and compassion where else David on the other side have been expressing his love for her. But David did not say anything about John but just trusted her. So David gave some space to Bella. During that time John took the time to talk to Bella. God know's what they were talking about la. So as they were talking, David had to walk pass them and heard Bella also expressing here problems with John. David was just disturb by that as Bella have never told David any of her problems. David just stood strong by not breaking a word at all. So things went on and hours passed. The group then went to another place. We were separated and David was with Sue and Bella was with John. John was certainly very happy and that time because he had Bella all to himselves. David just had to bear that pain seing both off them together. On the way back, John was actually suppose to sit with David in the front of the car but he swap place with Sean and sat at the back with Bella. John was pratically talking, laughing and playing with Bella throughout the whole journey.

In the heart of David:
I love you Bella with all my heart, how can you do this to me. Atleast not infront of me la but your doing all this right infront of me and hurting me so hard. I trusted you!! When I asked you whats happening between you two and you say nothing but now what is this i'm seing between you two? Do you think I'm a bloody IDIOT!! But i guess i'm an Idiot after all for not hearing the cue's. How am I going to face them? Now my heart is just shaking as hard of a 10 richer scale and boiling as sulphur hot.

People love can either be the most beautiful thing ever or it can be the ugliest thing ever. =)

Leadership......

Olah my dearest readers...... Being a leader sometimes can be so damn annoying and stressful especially when your in a middle of some storm. Leaders are always expected to do all the sacrifices and give up things for their people. Is this what leadesrhip is about? Giving up and sacrificng their own belongings. I think this is unfair. But the theory of the best leadership is to sacrifice everything he or she has. Jesus known as the best leaders in the world gave up his life for his followers just to rescue them so that they will have eternal life. So I guess this is still not too bad. cheers mates. Richard checking out!!

Desperation......

Today is the day I found that the girl I have been fantasising for years have come true. She put her left leg out of the car with a high heels, wore a top red singlet and a black mini skirt. The way she walked was just perfect. Had firm legs with shoulder lenght hair. She was just perfect to me. SHE WAS WITH ANOTHER GUY. How lucky the guy must be to have such a perfect girl-friend. For the pass 10 years of my life I have been seeing my friends getting gf's and having the time of their life while I still wonder when am I going to get one. Everytime I give it a try at a girl within a month or less she would get another BF. I'm like a good luck to girls who has been single and was looking for a BF. I feel so miserable right now seeing all the pretty girls walking by me and worst of all is seeing any couples holding hands and kissing one another showing off the feeling they have for one another. I freakingly don't know what to do with my love life anymore. Should I just move on or should I strive harder? The questions are constantly on my mind thinking of what I shoould do next. For some people getting gf are so simple. It is as simple as choosing their outfit and changes them whenever they like. Where else for me it's not as simple as that. I'm like a beggar on the road waiting next to a clothing shop to buy a clothe that can keep me warm on a cold winter's night. Will I be able to afford it ? The day I get a Gf will be the day I can rest in peace.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fhe5mjgEIRk

Hope u love the song...

So much better after expressing my feelings..... BTW most of the post might not be the true person of me. It could be a made up story.. haha... = )

What happens when a guy waits too long.......

Hi guyzz and girlzz... I know, I know it was a long time since I last check in here. Today I have one of the most interesting story, it's about a guy who wait's too long to tell a girl that he loves her. So it all started like this. First day of college the guy see her in a bus leading to the college but did not know that she was in the same course as him. She smile's at him and there starts a spark. He starts to fall for her. Is that " LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT"? MAYBE!! but the story does not ends there it is just the beginning of the love broken story. A week later the guy started a friendship relationship with this girl. She seem to be a nice girl and was not the slutty kind. So he was so happy with his finding and asked her out, but guess what? He falls sick a day before their date. He was so superly upset. The feelings for her kept on growing till the moment he hear her voice his heart skips a beat. Soon later out of a suprise she calls him. Interesting? He was amazingly amazed and his whole week was like a dream come true. on the 10th week, the girl ask him whether he is in love and wanted to know about his love life, so the guy told her everything but was not able to tell her that he had feelings for her because she had to do something important. How sad! So he then decided not to tell her till her exams are over so that she can concentrate on her studies first. After two weeks she announcces that she is in a relationship with another guy. Worst of all the guy's heart was broken. He could not study and was devastated.

A question to ask the girls: Do you girls ever think about the guy's feeling?

A question to ask the boys : Should a guy wait till the right time to tell the girl how he feels about her?

Weirdest dream...........

Last night i had One of the most weirdest dream ever in the year 2010..... Hahaha.... Lets get to the story!!

It started of in a cold night. The was a gathering at Jane's house. I was there and all of a sudden i saw this ugly looking creature going round the house. So i wen outside to see wat was it and I found out it was a BIGFOOT. It LOOK UGLY!!!!!! I scream out of my lungs. Then Bella came to my rescue and asked me what was it ? By the time i could show her the ugly looking creature it was gone. Hours later Jane who was in tuition came back and we gave her a surprise because it was her birthday. After the cutting of a cake which was in a shape of a heart, I saw this ugly creature again......... This time i did not scream but instead followed it without realizing that Bella was following me. Then all of a sudden I saw the BIGFOOT running towards me. I ran for my life and hit Bella. Both of use fell to the ground and the BIGFOOT came close to us and was about to grab BElla away I turn into a vampire and was fighting with the BIGFOOT. Bella was in shock seing me fighting with the BIGFOOT. Finally the BIGFOOT gave up and ran away but I was injured badly....... Minutes later The BIGFOOT came back with more others to attack me. But wat I did not realize was that they were not for me but to grab BELLA for an offering. When they were about to grab BELLA, Jane came with a few other vampires. Jane is also a part of the vampire troop. Bella was not infected which means She was pure human. There was a clash between the BIGFOOT and the VAmpires. Finally The vampires won them and then Jane explained to me about why they were after Bella. Ten years ago there was a great slaughtering of BIGFOOT around klang by the Vampires. In order to ensure the Bigfoot that has died to rest in peace they needed to offer a pure human sacrifice. Bella was one of the ONly PURE HUMAN. Thats why the BIGFOOTs were after her. They could sacrifice a vampire too but only with the green light from the head of vampires which was JAne. Bella being so lost and blur was only WHAT THE @#@$@ IS HAPPENING!!! den I was agreed to give myself up so that Bella could live longer and find her true love which could save her. But then Jane did not allow knowing that I was her best-friend. Then the BIGFOOTS were getting more wilder and hurting more people. So it was crucial that JAne make a decision fast. After a lot of debates.............. Jane allowed Me to be offered as a sacrifice in order to save the beloved Bella who was Jane's sis. One month after I was killed Bella found her true love and had children........ Where else Jane had to carry on her life.......... Bella and Jane missed ME till the very dunno wen bcuz i woke from my dream.......

This is 3/4 detailed story................. I hope u find the story as interesting as i did.

Valentine's Day!!

Wow.... its been a long time since I updated my blog last. Well guess what I'm back. This time round i'll be blogging about a movie that will be release by valentine's day this year. This movie has the best cast ever. Actors like Jessica Alba, Patrick Dempsey, Jannifer Garner, Jessica Biel, Jamie Foxx, and many more awesome actor and actress. Here is the synopsis :

February 14th, Valentines Day, is not a national holiday, but it is one of those days that must be celebrated. There are "special someones" in your life who expect to receive romantic gifts from their lovers. Commercialism has put a tremendous amount of pressure on men to give their lovers a romantic day with all the trimmings. Women are under pressure to have a man, or they feel desperate and unloved. Valentines Day follows the lives of several couples during this day. Their stories are told through the interconnections they have with each other. Some will find romance in their relationship, and others will feel the heartbreak of ending a relationship. In this Russian roulette world of finding love, everyone in the film is asking for advice on how to find and keep true love. Douglas Young (the-movie-guy) .

Hotttttt...... movie. Can't wait to watch it.

DCL L1 2009 second sem time table

Note: This is the second sem time table. Please re-check at the college intranet because the time table might change. http://www.tarc.edu.my/ .

UGLY TRUTH vs PERFECT GETAWAY

Yes!! finally today i went and watch two movie after almost two months not visiting the cinema in Jaya Jusco Bukit tinggi. The first movie that we watched today was ' THE UGLY TRUTH' it was damn nice but then children below the age of 18 are not allowed. Plz children don't watch it!! Ntg is censored at all so don't watch it if your not 18 and below. For those who are old enough it's a superb movie to watch, if you like romantic movie. The best part of the show was when mike was dancing with abby in the club after an interview. The way they both dance was just so nice. It was not too sexy but instead it was so fine. The way he made her move was just perfect.

After watching the Ugly Truth we when for the ' Perfect Getaway '. Well to tell you the truth, the ugly truth is much more worth watching. Don't trust me ?? Watch it yourself.