The pain that hurts so bad.

David was so excited when he heard that his group of friends was planning to go on a trip to some lake gardens just to take a day off from their hectic daily life. He also thought that maybe he can spent sometime with the person he loves. As days were getting nearer he found out that going for this trip would be a disaster for him because of certain things. He decides not to go because he don't want to get hurt anymore but he ended up going for the trip because he thought he can trust her so much. So the day came.

He was so excited because at first everything was going on well. As time pass.... Things get strange. John came up to Bella and said i've got something to talk to you about. Lately John have been getting much more closer to Bella by telling her all his love-life problem and getting her sympathy and compassion where else David on the other side have been expressing his love for her. But David did not say anything about John but just trusted her. So David gave some space to Bella. During that time John took the time to talk to Bella. God know's what they were talking about la. So as they were talking, David had to walk pass them and heard Bella also expressing here problems with John. David was just disturb by that as Bella have never told David any of her problems. David just stood strong by not breaking a word at all. So things went on and hours passed. The group then went to another place. We were separated and David was with Sue and Bella was with John. John was certainly very happy and that time because he had Bella all to himselves. David just had to bear that pain seing both off them together. On the way back, John was actually suppose to sit with David in the front of the car but he swap place with Sean and sat at the back with Bella. John was pratically talking, laughing and playing with Bella throughout the whole journey.

In the heart of David:
I love you Bella with all my heart, how can you do this to me. Atleast not infront of me la but your doing all this right infront of me and hurting me so hard. I trusted you!! When I asked you whats happening between you two and you say nothing but now what is this i'm seing between you two? Do you think I'm a bloody IDIOT!! But i guess i'm an Idiot after all for not hearing the cue's. How am I going to face them? Now my heart is just shaking as hard of a 10 richer scale and boiling as sulphur hot.

People love can either be the most beautiful thing ever or it can be the ugliest thing ever. =)