Today is the day I found that the girl I have been fantasising for years have come true. She put her left leg out of the car with a high heels, wore a top red singlet and a black mini skirt. The way she walked was just perfect. Had firm legs with shoulder lenght hair. She was just perfect to me. SHE WAS WITH ANOTHER GUY. How lucky the guy must be to have such a perfect girl-friend. For the pass 10 years of my life I have been seeing my friends getting gf's and having the time of their life while I still wonder when am I going to get one. Everytime I give it a try at a girl within a month or less she would get another BF. I'm like a good luck to girls who has been single and was looking for a BF. I feel so miserable right now seeing all the pretty girls walking by me and worst of all is seeing any couples holding hands and kissing one another showing off the feeling they have for one another. I freakingly don't know what to do with my love life anymore. Should I just move on or should I strive harder? The questions are constantly on my mind thinking of what I shoould do next. For some people getting gf are so simple. It is as simple as choosing their outfit and changes them whenever they like. Where else for me it's not as simple as that. I'm like a beggar on the road waiting next to a clothing shop to buy a clothe that can keep me warm on a cold winter's night. Will I be able to afford it ? The day I get a Gf will be the day I can rest in peace.
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So much better after expressing my feelings..... BTW most of the post might not be the true person of me. It could be a made up story.. haha... = )
